thot i'd blog a lil today since i'm feeling much better. stimes 'better' is such an understatement because it cant express much of the actual degree, a mere relative term. but if one was to know of my previous state, then one must be able to appreciate my current state.
was able to eat 4 pieces of bread tis morn. yayy.. seems like my appetite has returned to normal. went thru 3 days of excruciating pain when, if one knows the joy i find in eating, i din feel like touching any food. worse was the thought or sight of food made me feel nauseated. sigh.. those were sad days indeed. but thanks to caring thoughts of ppl, words n msgs. they made a world of difference to me. :)
as to how i got sick, i onli got a clearer idea that it mus b the food from HK. (oyea.. for once i went for a trip without blogging beforehand. haha.. was in too much of a rush. went HK from 16th to 26th Dec. spent Christmas there with momie.) i din say that on the 1st day tt i was down with diarrhea cos if it was indeed food poisoning, it was a lil too delayed. then momie got sick too. so tt cant b a coincidence, right!.. esp when no one else in the family got sick. *thank God*
anyway, now momie is better. :)
will tell more bout HK in my next entry. now, onto preparation for new year eve's party to welcome Seanie, who jus touched down in Spore today!!! :D
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Thursday, December 08, 2005
yet another excuse: waiting for my laundry..
on Tues nite i tried to post, but somehow blogger couldnt locate my blog.. another sure *spook* signal.. eerie!
here's my prev entry:
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simply an excuse: i'm waiting for my hair to dry.. hee*
as i took the train home, a thought spooked me. actually i thought about it when i woke up this morning, but it was dismissed until just now. i did not know how i get to bed last night! i must have done it by myself, but i have no recollection of it. i must have been really tired because i remember i got up to put the pasta into the refrigerator (yes, i made pasta the night before; details later), switched off the light outside, opened my door, and that was all. after that, i found my alarm ringing, and i woke up to a brightly lit room, and i did not even have my blanket on. *spooky!* gosh, how tired i must have been!
well, yesterday i invited Dd over to my house to show her how i cooked pasta. it wasnt exactly fantastic (not J's standard, i'm afraid. :P) but it would make do. anyway, Dd and my family are not great fans of pasta; we just eat it. hehh.. i'm one more for bakery items. *yumz* but i guess i hv to think twice before i try cooking after work. it's jus SO tiring. haha.. Dd was tired, too, at the end of the day, but it was fun. :)
then today, i went for a short run with FK. (thanks dear, for coming over! :)) i had some expts to run so had to settle for NTU, which i dun mind since i hardly run there now that SM has gone off-campus. it was a good catching-up time, and i finally noted that FK is growing up. *grinz. what i mean is that she'd be graduating next year! *sniff sniff* there goes my little girl. well, people go through different phase in their lives, and at times, they don't even realise there's any change at all when they're in the next phase already. and something that doesn't change direction often is: friendship. *smile*
n to update my prev entry: evrything is quite okie n right at work now. i'm quite fine too. thank God. :) as for Jappie, o dear sister Joy, it went quite alright as well. got hope, got hope.. hehe.. next time we must name another sister as Hope. ;)
oh, to end, let me share a cute sideline about my fishie. i went to lab early sometimes n i notice that fishie really do sleep! hehe.. n when they sleep, they float about as if dead, and it's really cute the way they stir and awake. hehh.. i guess if anyone see the way i sleep n wake up intermittently on the bus, they may just have the same thoughts about me. :P
okie okie, getting wayyy into the night. got a long day tmr. nitie nite ppl!
p/s: correction: the next movie i want to watch is Pride and Prejudice!
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will press the 'publish post' button n hope everything turn out fine.
a short update: went roller blading with MH on Wed at school.. hehh.. tho the floor is not smooth enough, we had a fun time. getting into n out of the lift was a mini-adventure in itself, n we went down my lab's corridor to look for Dd. *grinz.. i bet the camera caught us, even the time when we bladed for a while in the main lobby downstairs. o well.. shall know the outcome if any security warning letter greets us.
then today, FK is swell enough to cook din for me n LexC. *muakz* thanks hun. Me n LexC went for a short run at the Clem canal, a brisk short run. n my tired lil legs could not carry me very far. i tink i'm not used to the strenous training of 3 times a week. mus get that stamina back, somehow.
hm.. my laundry is done, like bout an hour ago. n i'm still glued to the comp.. but one must go on msn now n then.. so cheerios ppl.. a great weekend ahead~!
on Tues nite i tried to post, but somehow blogger couldnt locate my blog.. another sure *spook* signal.. eerie!
here's my prev entry:
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simply an excuse: i'm waiting for my hair to dry.. hee*
as i took the train home, a thought spooked me. actually i thought about it when i woke up this morning, but it was dismissed until just now. i did not know how i get to bed last night! i must have done it by myself, but i have no recollection of it. i must have been really tired because i remember i got up to put the pasta into the refrigerator (yes, i made pasta the night before; details later), switched off the light outside, opened my door, and that was all. after that, i found my alarm ringing, and i woke up to a brightly lit room, and i did not even have my blanket on. *spooky!* gosh, how tired i must have been!
well, yesterday i invited Dd over to my house to show her how i cooked pasta. it wasnt exactly fantastic (not J's standard, i'm afraid. :P) but it would make do. anyway, Dd and my family are not great fans of pasta; we just eat it. hehh.. i'm one more for bakery items. *yumz* but i guess i hv to think twice before i try cooking after work. it's jus SO tiring. haha.. Dd was tired, too, at the end of the day, but it was fun. :)
then today, i went for a short run with FK. (thanks dear, for coming over! :)) i had some expts to run so had to settle for NTU, which i dun mind since i hardly run there now that SM has gone off-campus. it was a good catching-up time, and i finally noted that FK is growing up. *grinz. what i mean is that she'd be graduating next year! *sniff sniff* there goes my little girl. well, people go through different phase in their lives, and at times, they don't even realise there's any change at all when they're in the next phase already. and something that doesn't change direction often is: friendship. *smile*
n to update my prev entry: evrything is quite okie n right at work now. i'm quite fine too. thank God. :) as for Jappie, o dear sister Joy, it went quite alright as well. got hope, got hope.. hehe.. next time we must name another sister as Hope. ;)
oh, to end, let me share a cute sideline about my fishie. i went to lab early sometimes n i notice that fishie really do sleep! hehe.. n when they sleep, they float about as if dead, and it's really cute the way they stir and awake. hehh.. i guess if anyone see the way i sleep n wake up intermittently on the bus, they may just have the same thoughts about me. :P
okie okie, getting wayyy into the night. got a long day tmr. nitie nite ppl!
p/s: correction: the next movie i want to watch is Pride and Prejudice!
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will press the 'publish post' button n hope everything turn out fine.
a short update: went roller blading with MH on Wed at school.. hehh.. tho the floor is not smooth enough, we had a fun time. getting into n out of the lift was a mini-adventure in itself, n we went down my lab's corridor to look for Dd. *grinz.. i bet the camera caught us, even the time when we bladed for a while in the main lobby downstairs. o well.. shall know the outcome if any security warning letter greets us.
then today, FK is swell enough to cook din for me n LexC. *muakz* thanks hun. Me n LexC went for a short run at the Clem canal, a brisk short run. n my tired lil legs could not carry me very far. i tink i'm not used to the strenous training of 3 times a week. mus get that stamina back, somehow.
hm.. my laundry is done, like bout an hour ago. n i'm still glued to the comp.. but one must go on msn now n then.. so cheerios ppl.. a great weekend ahead~!
Friday, December 02, 2005
work
something unpleasant happened at work today. n i told myself nth times that i would not think bout it, i'd not bring it back home with me. still, i cant help it. my mind is unruly, rendering me unable to beg indifference. haiz.. i shd keep whatever happens at work to stay at the workplace. so, enough bout that..
last Wed, i went to watch Harry Potter with my jogging gang! *yippee*.. n i forgive two of them, cos they ditched me n went to watch HP first. (yes, you both did! hehe.. :P) thank God for LexC, it was his first time watching too. :D o well, watching it with them regardless whether it's their second time does not matter cos i enjoyed the show thoroughly! *double yippee* really much better than the 1st and 2nd one. too bad someone has to died. i guess this is what always happens in a drama series, and if u watch "zhen ching" (the 100 over eipsodes chinese drama), u'll know what i mean.. :)
next movie in my mind is Narnia.. nothing else. i allowed the chance to watch Chicken Little with my brother, sis-in-law n my mom slipped by. i told them i wanted to study, but nah, i din even touch my Jap that night; i jus wanted to rest. too much outing for this week oredi. last Tues, i went out my TH girls to celebrate the end of their first exams in NUS. hehh.. we wanted to ice skate, but NTU skating club booked the ring for that night. talk bout coincidence! so we ended up singing out lungs out at the new K-box there. n i sang Miki Imai's Goodbye Yesterday -- lousily, of cos. i forgot how some lines shd sound like. it has been a while since i last listen to her songs.
n now i m blasting Avril Lavinge away on my comp.. yesh, today is not a good day. i just want to forget. all the thoughts, pain, misery inflicted upon myself, by myself. it does not have to be this way, i know. o why o why...
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a day is too long,
an hour too short
and that of minutes,
is just not enough.
i miss you.
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Sunday... i dread u. i forbid u to come!
something unpleasant happened at work today. n i told myself nth times that i would not think bout it, i'd not bring it back home with me. still, i cant help it. my mind is unruly, rendering me unable to beg indifference. haiz.. i shd keep whatever happens at work to stay at the workplace. so, enough bout that..
last Wed, i went to watch Harry Potter with my jogging gang! *yippee*.. n i forgive two of them, cos they ditched me n went to watch HP first. (yes, you both did! hehe.. :P) thank God for LexC, it was his first time watching too. :D o well, watching it with them regardless whether it's their second time does not matter cos i enjoyed the show thoroughly! *double yippee* really much better than the 1st and 2nd one. too bad someone has to died. i guess this is what always happens in a drama series, and if u watch "zhen ching" (the 100 over eipsodes chinese drama), u'll know what i mean.. :)
next movie in my mind is Narnia.. nothing else. i allowed the chance to watch Chicken Little with my brother, sis-in-law n my mom slipped by. i told them i wanted to study, but nah, i din even touch my Jap that night; i jus wanted to rest. too much outing for this week oredi. last Tues, i went out my TH girls to celebrate the end of their first exams in NUS. hehh.. we wanted to ice skate, but NTU skating club booked the ring for that night. talk bout coincidence! so we ended up singing out lungs out at the new K-box there. n i sang Miki Imai's Goodbye Yesterday -- lousily, of cos. i forgot how some lines shd sound like. it has been a while since i last listen to her songs.
n now i m blasting Avril Lavinge away on my comp.. yesh, today is not a good day. i just want to forget. all the thoughts, pain, misery inflicted upon myself, by myself. it does not have to be this way, i know. o why o why...
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a day is too long,
an hour too short
and that of minutes,
is just not enough.
i miss you.
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Sunday... i dread u. i forbid u to come!
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